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There is absolutely ZILCH information on the net about what people experience AFTER they have finished taking Zeldox.
Of course studies indicate that long term use of this drug can cause tardive diskinesia (long term tremor) and heart issues but apart from that I have found nothing else or no other articles on what consumers are [...]

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I Need Help

I need help. I reach out to people all the time, they just don’t understand or they don’t want to be involved. Some of my friends and family have deserted me. I have pushed my partner away because I have shut down into my own little world because I can’t deal with the pain of [...]

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It’s been a while since i’ve written here but much has happened I can assure you of that.
You will notice I have charted my symptoms at the header of my blog. These are a month and a half’s worth of symptoms which have helped me immensely in the past few weeks.
It all started when I decided to [...]

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What a night i’ve had. I’m writing this post in the hope that no one in my family reads it. I’ve made the mistake of telling them my blog address and every now and then they go to it to check out what i’ve been writing. I’ve thought about closing my blog down due to [...]

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I know it’s been a while since i’ve blogged on here. It’s been hard to get the motivation up and hard to think of new topics all the time to write about to keep readers interested.
One thing I worry about is whether I look bipolar to other people. I think I can tell when someone [...]

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The Mood Diary is a tool you can use every day. It can help track your mood, medications and important things that happen to you. If you fill it out daily, it can help you and your psychiatrist/doctor better understand your bipolar disorder. The Mood Diary can help you understand yourself and notice what affects [...]

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I’ve decided to go and see an nutritionist.  While googling “depression and nutrition” I came across these case histories that I wanted to share with you.
Liz started suffering from depression at the age of 14. By the time she was 17 she had become extremely anxious, fearful and depressed and was hearing voices. She was [...]

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It’s been one week since i’ve changed my diet and I feel great. I have to admit I was skeptical at first when I bought the book Super Foods to Boost Your mood, Foods that Fight Depression for a measley $5.00AU but figured if there were foods out there that could change my mood then [...]

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My parents came to my house for lunch yesterday. I was looking forward to seeing them as it had been a few months since we last got together.
Having listened to a podcast earlier on in the week by Captain Joe of Bipolar Nation on bipolar disorder and how visitors can disrupt your illness and home life by invading [...]

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I remember when I had a relapse of bipolar disorder about five months ago that I didn’t get a lot of support when I needed it most. My partner found it very difficult to cope with my endless sleeping and lack of enthusiasm towards life. I remember having to psych myself up for half an [...]

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I recently had coffee with two people affilliated with a major lending institution. They are involved in reposessing houses.
I myself work in mortgagee sales and  the conversation ventured into the attitude of borrowers who are in the process of having their house reposessed.
What shocked and saddened me were the remarks made by these representatives of this major lending [...]

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Most of the time people who suicide are very sick with depression or one of the other types of depressive illnesses, which occur when the chemicals in a person’s brain get out of balance or become disrupted.
Healthy people do not suicide. A person who has depression does not think like a typical person who is [...]

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So confirms my belief, researchers have found evidence that schoolyard bullying in adolescence contributes to anxiety and depression in early adulthood.
I was bullied at high school, year 9 infact. A good friend shall we call her Nicole had asked if she could hang out with me and my friend as her usual friend was away ill. [...]

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Management read my blog. I was the highest internet user during business hours so they tracked what I was doing and came across my blog.
Apart from me feeling totally violated, they were very supportive. I have had two bad experiences with telling employers about my illness (see my post Working Full Time with a Mental [...]

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Writing about suicide seems to bring an influx of people to my blog, it’s great in that respect but sad in another.
I am currently reading a book called “If Only – Personal Stories of Loss Through Suicide” edited by Belinda Woolley. It is a collection of deeply personal stories from people who have lost a [...]

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Over the centuries, many people have been naturally drawn to writing about their life and their experiences, through journals, creative writing, and other forms of written expression.   Day to day life can be stressful as people strive for balance between family, friends and work. 
The Black Dog Institute of NSW Australia are interested in whether certain [...]

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People with delusions of grandeur may exhibit a drastically exaggerated sense of self-importance or may believe that they are a famous person or religious figure.  They may believe they can do anything, believing they are vastly superior to those around them. They can have inflated self esteem and false beliefs in special abilities.
Delusions of grandeur can [...]

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With depression comes fatigue. Some antidepressants can reduce the amount of fatigue a depressed person feels. Very rarely am I energetic without a Berocca (vitamin B) and a can of Coke every day. Red Bull or other energy drinks also remove the fatigue by boosting the body’s caffeine intake.
A European study has found evidence that depression and [...]

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Working full time with a mental illness is not easy.
Sometimes you feel like you don’t want to get up out of bed and go to work but you force yourself up and out into the new day.
If your mental illness is affecting your ability to do things such as concentrating or communicating effectively, you’re probably [...]

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Out of all the days of the week I especially hate Mondays.
I always feel like crap on a Monday. I’m sitting at work writing this. I am a Law Clerk and I should be working but instead I feel like blogging or doing something totally unrelated to work.
Sundays and Mondays are particularly depressing days for [...]

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What a last couple of days i’ve had.
I haven’t posted on here of late because of my “rapid cycling”. Up and down like a yo yo.
I self harm myself by overdosing on tablets.
Self harm is a behaviour which can occur in many different disorders and situations.  Self harm may be an attempt at suicide although [...]

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If you’re depressed and you don’t already have a Doctor or Psychiatrist you’re seeing, visit your local Doctor and get a referral. Speak to your Doctor about your depression.
If money is a problem and you can’t afford a private Psychiatrist call the local Crisis Assessment Team at your local hospital. They will be able to point [...]

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I’ve recently started reading books again.
In a book you can escape to another world and leave all your troubles behind you.
When you are depressed it can be very hard to concentrate on a book, you just can’t seem to grasp the words.
What i’ve found is that I can identify with books that are autobiographies of [...]

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Australian researchers have found in a world first study that long term significant cannabis use causes significant damage to parts of the brain that regulate memory and emotion.
The study was conducted by Dr Murat Yucel, from the University of Melbourne and the Orygen Research Centre.
The team scanned the brains of heavy users and found never-seen-before [...]

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