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I cannot believe I wrote the last post I wrote in Feb 09.  Reading my content shocks me. It reminds me how terrible mental illness is to experience. I never ever want to go back there. I am not like that anymore and never want to be that way again. It saddens me to see [...]

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It’s been a while since i’ve written here but much has happened I can assure you of that.
You will notice I have charted my symptoms at the header of my blog. These are a month and a half’s worth of symptoms which have helped me immensely in the past few weeks.
It all started when I decided to [...]

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What a night i’ve had. I’m writing this post in the hope that no one in my family reads it. I’ve made the mistake of telling them my blog address and every now and then they go to it to check out what i’ve been writing. I’ve thought about closing my blog down due to [...]

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I really hate it when people say I should smile more.
For those who don’t know me, I have a serious demeanour. I don’t remember always having this demeanour but certainly over the past few years I have come to notice it more and more. It could be a result of my bipolar disorder or it [...]

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I know it’s been a while since i’ve blogged on here. It’s been hard to get the motivation up and hard to think of new topics all the time to write about to keep readers interested.
One thing I worry about is whether I look bipolar to other people. I think I can tell when someone [...]

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I allowed myself some retail therapy today.  I visited shops like Esprit, Witchery, Bardot, Sportsgirl, French Connection. Kookai, Miss Sixty, Grab, Dangerfield and Rogues.  All the colours for the approaching spring season leapt out at me and I desperately wanted to wear one of those little green or pink crop cardi’s that are in fashion [...]

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I’ve decided to go and see an nutritionist.  While googling “depression and nutrition” I came across these case histories that I wanted to share with you.
Liz started suffering from depression at the age of 14. By the time she was 17 she had become extremely anxious, fearful and depressed and was hearing voices. She was [...]

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Hello Lisa
You don’t know what tremendous satisfaction it gives me to hear your story. Having changed my own food patterns for the better and knowing that, yes I really can, change the way I feel – to then write a book and read the results you are having makes it feel worth all the work.
Many [...]

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It’s been one week since i’ve changed my diet and I feel great. I have to admit I was skeptical at first when I bought the book Super Foods to Boost Your mood, Foods that Fight Depression for a measley $5.00AU but figured if there were foods out there that could change my mood then [...]

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Some people think that bipolar disorder doesn’t dictate who they are as a person. I often find this hard to believe because almost everything I do, think or say is affected by the illness.
I even regulate my personality through medication. The type of medication I take determines my personality traits. For instance, when I take Zeldox [...]

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I remember when I had a relapse of bipolar disorder about five months ago that I didn’t get a lot of support when I needed it most. My partner found it very difficult to cope with my endless sleeping and lack of enthusiasm towards life. I remember having to psych myself up for half an [...]

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Alcohol abuse and depression can be a deadly mix.
Often, a person with depression will also have alcoholism, and vice versa. In fact, 30 to 50 percent of people with alcoholism, at any given time, are also suffering from major depression. Family history of depression or alcoholism puts a person at greater risk for developing either illness.
While alcohol [...]

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Hallucinations may occur in any of the senses: auditory (for example, hearing voices or music), gustatory (for example, unpleasant tastes), olfactory (for example, unpleasant smells), somatic (for example, a feeling of “electricity”), tactile (for example, a sensation of being touched, or “skin crawling” sensations), visual (for example, flashes of light, colors or images).
Delusions (fixed, false, irrational [...]

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Most of the time people who suicide are very sick with depression or one of the other types of depressive illnesses, which occur when the chemicals in a person’s brain get out of balance or become disrupted.
Healthy people do not suicide. A person who has depression does not think like a typical person who is [...]

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So confirms my belief, researchers have found evidence that schoolyard bullying in adolescence contributes to anxiety and depression in early adulthood.
I was bullied at high school, year 9 infact. A good friend shall we call her Nicole had asked if she could hang out with me and my friend as her usual friend was away ill. [...]

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People with delusions of grandeur may exhibit a drastically exaggerated sense of self-importance or may believe that they are a famous person or religious figure.  They may believe they can do anything, believing they are vastly superior to those around them. They can have inflated self esteem and false beliefs in special abilities.
Delusions of grandeur can [...]

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With depression comes fatigue. Some antidepressants can reduce the amount of fatigue a depressed person feels. Very rarely am I energetic without a Berocca (vitamin B) and a can of Coke every day. Red Bull or other energy drinks also remove the fatigue by boosting the body’s caffeine intake.
A European study has found evidence that depression and [...]

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Working full time with a mental illness is not easy.
Sometimes you feel like you don’t want to get up out of bed and go to work but you force yourself up and out into the new day.
If your mental illness is affecting your ability to do things such as concentrating or communicating effectively, you’re probably [...]

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Out of all the days of the week I especially hate Mondays.
I always feel like crap on a Monday. I’m sitting at work writing this. I am a Law Clerk and I should be working but instead I feel like blogging or doing something totally unrelated to work.
Sundays and Mondays are particularly depressing days for [...]

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If you’re depressed and you don’t already have a Doctor or Psychiatrist you’re seeing, visit your local Doctor and get a referral. Speak to your Doctor about your depression.
If money is a problem and you can’t afford a private Psychiatrist call the local Crisis Assessment Team at your local hospital. They will be able to point [...]

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I’ve recently started reading books again.
In a book you can escape to another world and leave all your troubles behind you.
When you are depressed it can be very hard to concentrate on a book, you just can’t seem to grasp the words.
What i’ve found is that I can identify with books that are autobiographies of [...]

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Buy Yourself a Pet

How do you ease the burden of depression? Life gets a little bit easier if you have a pet.
I have two dogs that mean the world to me. They are totally devoted to me. They follow me everywhere I go inside the house, they sleep with me, they wait for me to return when I am away [...]

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My Psychologist always tells me that when I have a problem to “write it down”.
I have started a diary on and off over the last 12 months. Usually I get bored with the process once the depression lifts. What I have found of benefit is when I am feeling low or something is bothering me [...]

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Here’s a great link to overcoming depression. Best of all it’s free! I found it very useful. I wrote down some of the statements the information suggests you repeat to yourself which helped me somewhat. Combat thoughts of helplessness by reading or by repeating, “I made myself depressed over that. I didn’t have to respond that way.” 
Participating [...]

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